Forever

For all those years, I've learned
Other than myself, I don't know anymore
Rise and fall, I've fought
Everything seems to fall, crumbled down
Vases, glasses, mirrors I've broke
Everlasting regret
Rationality, not anymore, gone and cold
forever is a long time...
ain't longer than any of my guilt
broken and forgotten
goodbye, goodbye, bye... bye...
sleep well, my dear
sleep, forever in your own nightmare...

by : Akira Rins

Happy!!

Hey, I'm so sorry that I only update this blog for once in eternity...
well, it is NEW YEAR after all...

Broken Legend

We've met that day, when the rain poured down.

When the wind quicken it pace.

When the cold cracked our skin.

It’s all started when the red flower of paradise bloomed.

Legend said that if we met a person when those flowers bloomed, we may not meet that person again for some reason.

Yet, how am I supposed to explain that I saw you right now?

I can touch you, feel you

Is this some kind of dream or has destiny played our feelings? 

This is the second time,

The second time you stared at me with that affection, 

you caressed my cheek with that gentleness, 

you hug me like there’s no tomorrow, 

you kissed me with so much love. 

The second time and you already treated me like a little diamond, so precious. 

This is, surely, a broken legend. 

by : AkiraRins

Random

long ago.. those random things you did 

that random happiness when I saw you

that random smile of yours

that random kindness from your heart

world change, people change

you killed me with your laugh

you stabbed me with your warmth

you ripped apart myself with your sweet words

please...

please, stop!

stop giving me something so nice!

stop giving me something so beautiful

stop giving me something so fake

I'm tired of waiting...

I'm tired of hoping

and I'm tired of you...

blue that turn gray

red that turn brown

and white that turn black...

by : Akira Rins (R.A.N.)

Once Again

I don't care about what people talk about us
I don't really pay attention of what they call us
I don't really care anymore...
All I need is you
All I want is your smile
All my desire is your happiness
My love...
My light...
My future...
Now, let me embrace your warmth
I want to see that sparkle eyes of yours
Don't you know that you're my soul?
that you're my destiny...
All my love is for you
so, please...
Let me feel your sweet kiss once again

by : Akira Rin (R.A.N.)

My Love

U know...
I can't say those words
I can't think straight again
I can't believe I believe
My love for you is just insane
My mind went blank when you touch me
My mind went crazy when I feel your soul
I just can't get enough of you, oh my Angel
My one and only moon
My one and only light
When I think about you...
Finally...
I think I can
I think I'm able to say it...
I LOVE YOU...

by : R.A.N.
for : My one and only guardian

Matsushita Yuya - Bird (Kuroshitsuji ED 2)

Birds – Matsushita Yuya
(Kuroshitsuji II - ED)

    

hana mo kimo bokura mo kanashii
sora ni mukatte nobiru shika nai
utsumu kutabi ni bokura wa kizuku
soshite mata miageru

nemuru anata wa kanashi sou de
warui yume demo miteru youda
boku wa koko dayo tonari ni iruyo
dokoemo mou ikanai
How do I live without you?

Hito wa mina sora wo miru
miagete wa me wo fuseru
itsuka mita aozora wo sagasezu ni nageku kedo
jiyuu sa to wagamama wo surikaete ikite kita
hoshi mo nai yoru no sora
yukuatemo mienai me de samayou

nani mo kowai mono nado nakatta
sore wa mamoru monoga nai dake
ashita no koto mo jyuunen saki mo ima no boku wa kowai yo
I need hugging my sweetheart

hito wa mina sora ni naku
te wo hiroge yume wo miru
itsuka mita aozora wo
itsumade mo mamoru kedo

jiyuu ni habataki tobi mawaru kage ni
boku wa mou akogare tari shinai
dare mo jiyuu ja nai jiyuu tte sou ja nai
sora niwa michi ga nai dake

anata to iu sora no naka
boku dake wo tojikomete
mou dokoemo ikanai yo
mou dokonimo ikanai de

hito wa mina sora no naka
jiyuu to iu kago no naka
anata dake ireba ii
kono sora ni mou tsubasa wa
iranai

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